okaay, so my mom car wasn’t workin this morning so bigcousin wendddday<3 had to take me to school . how fun ! Lol . Got to schoool &went straight to class before the bell rang , everyone stoled my big bag of sour patch ! lol . Dillon “your my bestfriend, i been so nice to you. your so mean” &that guy with the broken arm “Im your bestfriend” ; Lol ! &Lexi “im your bestfriend , Share” . WHEN WAS I ANY OF YOUR BESTFRIENDS ? Ahahhahaha . I love them though . I was SOOOO hyper today I was like jumping around . Kiccced it with JUSTTTTTINAAA at lunccch . &That one girrrl is getting me a lollipop tomorrow . Lol (((: im too lazy to write everything that happen . OMGPOP’d til now . THAT GAMESITE IS THE SHIT ! Its funny how I hang out with people and not know their name , but they call me their bestfriend &buys me stuff . AHAHAHA ; I’m a bitch much ? -_-” aha ,
People always think I'm that type that always go for looks .
I’m not the type to go for looks , I’m the type to look into your personality rather than just get at you because you are fine . Looks are NOT what I am looking for . I don’t want a significant other that is the most finest thang alive with the UGLIEST attitude because , Onces your attitude is ugly . YOUR ugly . You can be the finest dime piece alive but , your attitude ruins EVERYTHING . I want someone with a GREAT attitude and that person doesn’t have to look the best . “Great attitudes go a long way” &that’s true . I rather get to know a person than rush into things and not know what I’m going into . I like to take it slow and get to know your personality before I “get at you” . Because even the cutest most beautifulest faces can let you down .
sometimes i think about it , some girls are too much . trys too hard and fakes the funk TOO HARD . its so annoying when they try to change their MANLY voice to sound like a little girl . and how they fuc eachothers boyfriends , sweeties really ? sex isn’t a option . think about your education and such before ; because i know damn right you are not gonna be a HOE when you grow up . its like they think they know everything when they are SO young . tryna be all mature but when you think of it the way these hoes are acting its just so damn immature . i see girls walking around like they are all big and bold but wouldn’t do shit . they talk their talk and try to get all bold , but shit like that isn’t worth a damn thing . GET OVER IT.
okaaay , so i needa vent . lately i been feeling really happy but at the end of the day i feel so fucccin down in the dump , sometimes bothers me sooo much . I havent’ been talking to what you call “babe” in a while and when we do its no longer then 10mins . &he turns off his phone at 9 ; its like he is avoiding me . im so over it . I wanna leave so fuccin bad but somethings just hold me bacc . and my recent ex &i started talking again AS FRIENDS and i miss him i aint gonnna lie because he WAS my first love &I will ALWAYS love him . We been together for the longest . and no man is gonna be like him . and it succs how i just got up and walked away from something so good . I mean things change , and just sometimes its not even for the better . &school its tooo much for me . teachers are always on my ass ; it succs SO fuccin bad . I try SO hard but get no where . I can’t take it UGGGGGGGGGGH ! Idk , I just need some time to handle what I gotta handle and then think bout guys ,
I haven’t been on for a while so leemmme tell you about my weeek . Monday , I don;t think I went to school , I don’t remember but whateveerrr . Tuesday WORKWORKWORK , SCHOOLSCHOOLSCHOOL . Nothing exciting but just doing my thaaang . Wed was Intern @Sharp Coranando Hospital. (: I’ma massage therapist/whatever that shit is ACUPUNCTURE ? idk how to spelll . Lolol ! I wanna do something else like work with babys or someshit . Idk , but its hella sad walking in the hospital and seeing the disabled “/ I was gonna CRRRY like LITTERLY . luncch at the hospital was iight . Antonio is kinda cute =x , ahahaa ! so , was kicccin at the hospital until school bus came and picced us up . THE COOKES ARE BOMB NIGGA ! HELLLA BOMB ! Free fucccin cookies ! HELLLA ! anyways , Bus came all late and shit pissed me offf . Thursdaay , shit went down with babygirl I ain’t playing bitches are scandalous ; got my babygirl fucced up and crying ! &Niggas are stupid . She going through shit and I can’t even help her because I dont know how too , i never been in that situation on what she is going through . I love her to death , and if i find out who it is girrrrrrrrrl gonna get her shit fucced up on the fucccin realllls . I may be dresssin like a girly girl but i dont playy , i fight like a man . so bitches don’t fucc with the homies .
Okaaay , So I woke up this morning &I had rashes + food poisining , SWEAR it I ate some bad sushi ; Now I HATE sushi ; -_-” so I did what i usually do in the morning . &then off to schooool . So I was kinda pissed off anyways .. And as I was gettting outta the car and grabbin my mooolay from my mom some bitch honked . Like hello bitch we are parking ! So i screamed SHUT THE FUCC UP &HOLD THE FUCC UP . &that bitch just droved off . &Vicente and Vanessa was like OH SHIIIIIT . &Vicente screams I LOVE YOU GIRRRL ! &I go I love you tooo . Lol , they was making fun of me ALL day . Lol . So guess what todaay is ? 1year w/ ericcccc . “ecee” &Used to be “lady ecee” . blahblahblah whatever , we hardly paid attention to eachother &He said I don’t know how to give hugs , WHAAAAAAAAATEVER ; Lolol . Atlease I gave him some hugs &I dont give huggs . History was great , Bio was craazy . Mr.Bonine was mad for some reason &WE made it WORSER . Lolol , He went off . I was being the good kid I was and doing my work so I’m goood . English was whatever , &Luncccch I was hiding from Mr.Techimen . LOL ; I didn’t wanna take the test . But I had him last period anyways . So I kicced it with JUSTIN , lol . Checcin out guys . Kinda , sorta . Lol . I feed him tacos . Haha . &then we went to math . HE FORGOT ABOUT ME ! Lol , anywho’s .. We went to math and I didn’t even do work me and justin was bloggin instead . LOLOL ! Fucc it ! (: I was hyyyppper ! Isabell isn’t there anymore , &Ima miss her and her foood LOL , :[[[[[[[[[[[ Then class was over kicced it in the halls for a bit &then signed up for GYM . Lol , YUP we gonna work out our sexy legs &be models . Ahaha (: DAMN COACH IS SEXY THOUGH ! >:]]]] Right justin ? ahaha , we was lookin at him for a bit then Eric came to hugg mee so i hugged him . He wanted a kiss ? Idk I wasn’t payinng attention.. then went to dress exchange , UGLY ass dresses . NOT MY TASTE ! lol . so then we left &he walked me to the light stop . &I walked home . I was hellllla tired . &Like 2blocc from my house usually these sexy ass jerkers are theree but they wasn’t “//// ! SAAAD ! But anywho’s got home , and here I am (: Mario is piercing my smiley at lunch on mondaay . HEYHEYHEY ! ((((:
I miss you boobooo , the something like a bestfriend . I can tell you wsup with you cheerin me up . I miss you &I miss playing maplestory with you I also miss talking to you on that dailybase , I miss your face . Your silly drunk ass the first day I locced eyes on you . I can’t fucccin stand it I SWEAR , I’m lonely without you . Stay up booos <3 This song reminds me of you .
Was a goood day (: Went to school EARLY this time YAYAY . Lol , Did ALL my work in World History . Then went to BIO , &Then again did what I had to do and got all my shit finished . English was really nothhhing did my test , got that done . (: &Then went to lunch . La’ Reese didn’t know where to eat . lol , so we walked around ; &Then decided to get some YACC in the box , because it was close ; Got some YUMBO YACC . Lol , Anywhos’ We didn’t eat our foood we just went bacc to school . Lol , Fucccin S ; <3 That bitch ! LOL . I dont know how to spell his name so I call him S (: Ahaha, We was fuccin catchin fades bout bloods &crips . He wanted to be the blood , ahahha . He was like “BLOOD GET YOUR CUHS ASS OUTAA HERE” I was like “CUH DO SOMETHING” . Ahaha, We was just hella fighting for the rest of the lunch . I love his gay ass ; SWEAR it . Lolol . He’s a “cheerleader” . &Cheerleaders are fuccin hot just like him . LOLOL ! He was all cheering . Ahh , I love gay/bi guys! They are fuccin awesome . (:< ! Then was time to get to class ; We was still fuccin fighting . LOL ; Got introuble because we was laughing and screaming to louddd . Hahahah ! He’s COMEDY ! Anywho’s Went to MATH2 , got my shit done dada , gotta test afterschool mondaaay . So much shit to do . FALLBALL , omg Im so fuccin ready for that shit ! (: HELLLLLLLLA ! Fucccc , Ahaha . I needa go dress shopping . I need a date of some real shit . ahaha . Be my date ? <333 LOL . It’s at the Hilton Hotel in Mission Valley , sounds coo sounds coo , thinking about joining the dance committeee but I have not so well grades I gotta make it up &HOMIE IMA GET TA CRACCCIN ! (: ahaha . Okaay , anywhos’ school was over went straight home ; WALKED HELLA FAST , usually takes me 1hour to get home today was 30mins (: Hahaha, RECORD I SAY ! (: While walking home I saw my budddys from Alter. Learning Behavior Attitude.. ! Omg How I miss them so fuccin much ! It hella sucs not going to school with them anymore . ANywhos’ home ; gonna call babbe *:) GONE
WOW , babe really was mad and didn’t call bacc ; Oh wells not my damn fuccin fault ; he hung up &I said I wasn’t gonnna call bacc ; WHATEVEEEEEEER ! Just hope this faze will be over soon because I love him that much T_T . Motherfuccin dicc head . I miss him so fuccin much ; GAAAAAAAAAAAH .
wells , goodnight “/ Hope your night is better than mines .
______ finally wants to walk bacc into my life when I get into the deepest shit with Justin . I swear you walked out on me , so don’t bother to walk bacc in . You told me you loved me but just forgot me like I was just some other chicc yet you try so hard to get me bacc once I found someone else and fell for him . YOU ALWAYS DO THIS . Okaay, wells I really will always care for you but you can’t keep walking out . I’m not so into you anymore . I have someone else . You have told me to move on , Now its my turn to tell you . I’m not tryna be mean but I’m letting you know . Just hope you understand ; Maybe in the future theres another chance . But right now its time for you to step out &Its time for me to move on with my life with Justin . -_-” . Please , Just leave me alone .